"I should be over all the butterflies… but I'm still into you."
I still can't believe that what started all of this was you calling me a good boy. It genuinely might be the most embarrassing story for a couple's start, but it just makes sense for us.
We flirted the whole night without really meaning to. I never wanted to stop talking with you. And after you hugged me goodbye I kept replaying and replaying that hug in my head while falling asleep. Till this day I have that hug engraved in my brain.
When you, yes you, because you reached for my hand first. And I had the best race of my season, maybe the best competitive race of my whole high school career, and the entire time I was thinking of you, smiling. Holding your hand is still one of my favourite moments ever.
I remember you on top of me. Even though we knew we should wait, we just couldn't anymore. The tension and intensity in the air finally releasing. My first ever kiss, with the girl I'm going to marry. Nothing better than that feeling. Nothing.
The day I got to call you mine. Best decision I've ever made, and I would choose you again every single day without even thinking about it.
Babe, I know we joke but I know how much you care and it's genuinely a superpower you have. You have no idea how much your care and kindness means to me.
Thank you for loving me. I know I ragebait you all the time but even still you cling and hold my arm and tell me you love me with the cutest smile, and that is the best feeling in the world that I will never take for granted.
Your smile is the most infectious thing in the entire world. It could make the dullest people smile without hesitation. Whenever I'm down or sad you never fail to make me smile by simply just smiling at me. It's a genuine superpower, that smile of yours.
Your freckles are genuinely the cutest thing ever. You say you love mine but I know I love your freckles more. They're perfect and the cutest thing in the world.
No one else gets my humour quite like you, my autistic twin. We're the same person, always on the same wavelength, and I will never get bored of it.
I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. You're too negative on yourself. You're genuinely the most gorgeous and prettiest girl I've ever laid eyes on, both in personality and in looks, which is the rarest thing, and I was lucky enough to be the one that ended up with you.
Tiff,
I genuinely don't even know completely what to say, and if I said everything this would take you a year to read probably. But what I want you to know is that you deserve the world and more. You're the kindest soul and the prettiest girl.
I love spending every second with you because it's never dull and it just feels right. Getting to cuddle you and feel you in my arms is the best feeling in the world. That feeling of security and serenity is indescribable.
How in one year can it feel like I've known you a lifetime? In the best way possible. To be so lucky as to have the bestest friend in the world who I get to cuddle and kiss? How lucky is that? I'm genuinely the luckiest Fish in the sea and the luckiest man on land.
Every day I spend with you is a day well spent. Just that feeling of fulfilment and joy. I love you more than words can say. I love you more.
Tiff, here's to a future with us. I love you, my princess, my Taco, my sun and world, my solar system, my everything.